Hmph. I'm feeling kind of down lately... I'm not sure what's the cause, but... Maybe it's just THAT time of the year again.

Yeah, school started all right; and I feel we're all going to work our asses off. I think that the teachers are possessed by an evil force. O.o Quick; get me a crucifix and holy water! And yes, I'm in my computer science class right now, writing this. I'm bored out of my mind.
The day before yesterday, our art teacher took us out on a walk through the town and showed us the "antic Rijeka". Well, when you sum it up, we've seen three and a half walls, three churches, and an old building. Oh, before I forget... A sarcophagus as well. There was a discovery, you see, they dug out bones and come to the conclusion that there was a cemetery in the middle of the town (my friend is working there as well; I've seen him yesterday morning. The first thing that both of us did is open our mouth widely and yell "What are YOU doing here?!" I always imagined him being behind drums. This was quite a shocker.) And well, I really wanted to trade places with him. We were waiting half an hour or so for our teacher to arrive. All of us froze to the bone. Then, it was about another hour and a half that we were walking around town with heavy backpacks filled with school books. We were late for history class... But the teacher didn't say anything, because he knows that our art teacher likes to be late for.. well, EVERYTHING.

Bleh. My back are still sore from that little adventure.

I've been disappointed in a lot of people lately... It shows more and more every day that you can't trust people. They give you your word and you think that your secret or whatever is going to be safe, but... it won't. I don't know whom I can trust anymore, if I tell only one person anything, it's crystal clear that everyone around will know it as well. It's just not worth it.
"Given one more try, wonder what I'd change?
I won't deny the thought is strange...
I've done my best and I will lay no blame myself"

Oh well... Two more years and I'll be out of here. Venice (or Vienna; still debating >.> ) ; here I come!

WINTER HOLIDAYS AHOY!

:D


I'm so happy! We now have three weeks ahead of us... Three weeks, three blissful weeks, without having to take exams, look or talk to the teachers, three weeks to have fun and do anything you want... I feel so great!
We just had to come to school today to get some papers, and then, we were off!

A few friends of mine and yours truly are going to make a story of sorts. I guess you could say it's occult or fantasy themed, but I believe we're going to do a great job. There are so many ideas we are going to choose from.
We should be going to a friend's house tomorrow, to do the first part of it.
I should be designing demon classes and a hierarchy, but I have no idea on how to do it. XD It's actually quite hard to do... But I'll manage it.

Anyways, I'm off now.

In between of coming home to school and eating supper, there is some time for me to take it easy. It's a special time, filled with joy, love and happiness...
Erm... No. I'm not writing a fairytale. -.-
I'm dead tired right now, and have been like this for... a week? Or two weeks? I can't keep my friggin' eyes open. But, oh well... There is still a lot to study.

Latin isn't one of the things I'm good at. I sort of like the language, but I'm horrible at it. And you know what? Our teacher got pregnant again! XD I'm happy for her. :3 She may be strict when it comes to Latin (I think that dead languages SHOULD STAY DEAD!!!, but Latin... it's the language of science... >.>), but she's always fair and cares about us, her students. I know that her children will grow up to be good people. :D (And if not, they'll at least know how to wirte and speak Lating better than the ancient Romans themselves. XD)
I wish all the best to her child (and other children) and herself.
Oh, btw, we're buying her and our computer science teacher chocoaltes. XD

Hmmm...

I've been thinking. A lot, in those late hours at night when I wake up because I started suffering from insomnia.
Why do we suffer from nightmares? I end up eaten/dismembered/sewered in two/chased after/molested a lot. O.o That's.. not really fun. >.<
Are they some kind of warning? Is our subconsciousness trying to speak up to us?
There are a few of my nighmares that I remember all too vividly. One of them was right after I had been under a lot of stress, and the other one is quite recent, after my friend hung himself.
In that first dream, I got eaten by a friend who turned into a horrible monster, and in the latter one, I was chased by a maniac who also turned into a monster. Fortunately, my mom woke me up the first time, and the second time, I woke up in tears.
Not fun.

But anyways. On to the birghter topics...
My birthday passed, the party went great; school isn't as fun as that but it's passing...

This leads me to the conclusion that... I'm finished with ranting for today?

Yep, I guess I am. XD

So, a few of my friends started a band a while ago. They are making their own music, and frankly, I can't wait to hear their stuff. So far, I've been getting sneak-peak previews of their music and lyrics, and I was just... swept off my feet.
The band's called Desolation (at least for now, as I've been told XD), and it's thrash/heavy metal (if I remember correctly, but I do remember that there was a conversation about the bands thrashiness). The poor souls are still missing a bassist, but I hope they'll find one soon.
Why does it seem that there is a serious lack of bassists out there? O.o It just might be me, but I've heard quite a few people talking about how they just can't seem to find a bassist.

Anyway, the reason I'm writing this is because I got to do the logo... after a talk about the name and lyrics and whatnot. I'm really happy that Crispy gave me a chance to do it; I was having an artist block and this was like a blessing from heaven.
While doing the logo, I managed to find out a few things:
    1) I have a hand fetish O.o
    2) I can't color with colored pencils
    3) I'm not sure if my scanner's busted or not.
At first, I wanted it to be an old hand, but it just would not come out right. So, I had to settle only with big nails, which didn't come out right, now that I look at them. O.o But who cares, it's just an idea in development. XD

So, here it is, all inked and pretty. Took the picture with my cellphone, since my scanner decided to play a prank on me. Stupid thing. -.-


I hope it looks O.K. . XD

I has a live journal now. XD Since this is my first post, I'm not really sure about what to ramble about... But I'm pretty much sure that I'll soon get a clue. It only takes a little to get me started...

-rambles-

This is quite relaxing, writing things that come to your mind, no matter how random they might seem.... Yup. It's... like a therapy or something. >.>

-rambles some more-

Agh, sc*ew it, I don't have the slightest idea. XD